When is enough really enough....

We all say we have had enough of a certain thing and yet we continue to allow that certain thing access to our lives. So when is enough enough? Myself i have been living in a very stressful situation for close to three years. I have said many times that i have had enough but had i really? Enough to take the changes from it happening again? I guess not considering i let myself stay in it for so long. Now however the pot is boiling over and it must come to an end for good. It makes me sad but it needs to be this way because it is not healthy to live this way.

I did not want it to be this way and i tried with every fiber of my being to make it better but i guess when two people are involved it takes two to make it work.

I don't know where i will go or what i will do but just know..... I will be ok.

At the emergency room

I am sitting on this very hot and humid morning with my lady at our not so local emergency room some twenty-two miles from our home. This would be the second day in a row we have been here as my lady has a nasty infection in her big toe associated with her diabetic condition. Could very well have lost her toe in all of this. Which frustrates me a lot. Diabetes is a terrible thing to have to deal with. Her uncle died from diabetic related issues at a very young age. It scares me that she is headed in that direction as she makes more excuses as to why she has not taken her insulin or what may have you. I guess some people do not take many things as serious as they should.